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Translated by Ch. Browne and J. Swallow.
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Page 14
22. But now, laying aside lamentation, I will look at myself, and examine my feelings, that I may not unconsciously have in myself anything to be lamented. O ye sons of men, for the words apply to you, how long will ye be hard-hearted and gross in mind? Why do ye love vanity and seek after leasing, [2979] supposing life here to be a great thing and these few days many, and shrinking from this separation, welcome and pleasant as it is, as if it were really grievous and awful? Are we not to know ourselves? Are we not to cast away visible things? Are we not to look to the things unseen? Are we not, even if we are somewhat grieved, to be on the contrary distressed at our lengthened sojourn, [2980] like holy David, who calls things here the tents of darkness, and the place of affliction, and the deep mire, [2981] and the shadow of death; [2982] because we linger in the tombs we bear about with us, because, though we are gods, we die like men [2983] the death of sin? This is my fear, this day and night accompanies me, and will not let me breathe, on one side the glory, on the other the place of correction: the former I long for till I can say, "My soul fainteth for Thy salvation;" [2984] from the latter I shrink back shuddering; yet I am not afraid that this body of mine should utterly perish in dissolution and corruption; but that the glorious creature of God (for glorious it is if upright, just as it is dishonourable if sinful) in which is reason, morality, and hope, should be condemned to the same dishonour as the brutes, and be no better after death; a fate to be desired for the wicked, who are worthy of the fire yonder.
[2979] Ps. iv. 3.
[2980] Ib. cxx. 4.
[2981] Ib. xliv. 19 (LXX.); lxix. 2.
[2982] Ib. xliv. 20.
[2983] Ib. lxxii. 6, 7.
[2984] Ib. cxix. 81.
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